i don’t want to live like this anymore. it’s annoying to have these thoughts.
why can’t i be normal and healthy?!
i don’t want to live like this anymore. it’s annoying to have these thoughts.
why can’t i be normal and healthy?!
today i made pizza for my family.
and i never had the impulse to eat some of the ingredients. what i normally did in the past.
i had all kind off stuff for the pizza. onions , cheese, tuna , meat and it was like i had no appetite or hunger.
in the morning i felt very sick so i had 2 slice of toast. my 2 diet shakes i had for lunch and for dinner.
the toast gave me some kind of cravings for sweet, but i resistance.
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some minutes ago i had some thoughts about the fact that i don’t eat that much , but love to cook.
and i thought that it could be, because my body wants some kind of contact with food.
maybe thats why i really like to hear how the food i made tastes.